i could go on and on with this,
find something that makes you feel fulfilled, makes you happy, do the best you can, don't expect anyone else to understand, try to remember there wouldn't be any good without the bad. beauty has no opposite. do unto others as you would have them do to you (in any of the many ways that could be taken). live honest and right, live for the moment, be as spontaneous as possible and you will die with no regrets.